Forever...?

I know so clearly that we are just what we are, and nothing more.
I asked him the other night on the phone,

me: anhiee, do you think we'll still be able to talk on the phone every night when you have a girlfriend?

him: of course, if shes my girlfriend, she'll know the connection we have.

me: but what if she is jealous, and doesn't let us talk on the phone?

him: no, if she's jealous, i don't want her. We'll have our phone calls foreverr!

me: forever...? nothing lasts forever...


That is the sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me, forever huh...but even if I wanted to, even if your future girlfriend is okay with us talking, I'm afraid I won't have the courage, the ability, to see you happy with her, and I won't be able to do anything about it, I'll just have to sit and wish you happiness.

The more I see of you, the harder I fall.
One day, when you come to me with the news I don't want to hear.
I just might fall so hard and never wake to see the light again.