You always thought that if you were a good person, that you would find the one for you, you would love them, and they would love you equally. But reality is a cold slap in the face. No matter how much you do for them, they never feel the same way as you.
You think that through his heartbreak and pain, through the tough times and the rain, he would realise your existence, that he would realise you were the one for him, but he tells you that he's met someone and asked for their number, that he thinks that there could be something more, you're on the other end of the line and try to smile, encourage him to do so. But he'll never know that at that very moment, the flame inside your heart, that burns ever so brightly for him, just died out with the droplet of tear from your heart.
All the times you thought that you would finally be the one, that he would finally notice you...It was all just your naivety playing with your mind.
There was never that special spark between you and what he is searching for, because you do not share the same spark, you'll help him through the tunnel into the light, but in order to do so, you choose to sacrifice yourself, and be forever trapped in the darkness.
Everything is back to square one. You are just a spectator on the guidelines, you're like the reserve player, you cheer him on, even though you are the one that wants to join in to his game...
If only you would one day read this and realise I am the one.
If only...
So I continue to question, Where's my happy ever after...?
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